Friday, February 2, 2007
will it end tonite? u decide
the feeling is getting weird from day to day
i wonder if the ignorance in me is taking over
does the world seem to just pass me by
or do i just push my senses to far
to notice the pressure;
that everything ard me feels
and so i shall repeat myself again
i seem to hold on too tight
things that are dear to me
and os it seems not only am i loosing strength
but the bird in my hand is chocking to death
i tried twice to get things into place
but so it seems twice i've failed badly
ntg ventured ntg gained
but ntg gained could last forever
its a naive fairytale
which i should learn to let go of
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but i cant...just cant let go!!
i dont want to be made happy
i dont want lies to bring me cheers on my face
but if its all about wat i want
then it would be an unfair place to live in
its time i let go
and let time takes it place
to settle every lil thing that comes my way
enough of pushing,
cuz i aint getting anywhere
but just walk right into a wall
after saying this tonite...
as much as it hurts....
i am willing to let go...
if its wat u will...
stand a distant star
watching from afar
bid blessings to u
and prayers for u...
separate ways we shall walk
and wondering if we'll ever talk
though we live under the same sky
my shouts to u will no longer reply
it hurts like a stab
to clear all my debt
cuz i could take it all
to nvr see u fall
it's killing both of us too keep each other happy
and so it seems...so why not suck it all up
i take the hardest fall
and let it all go
so will it end tonite? i shall let u decide....
**a cry of the heart
or is it just a piece of art
it can mean all
or maybe nothing at all**
i wont forget i wont leave behind
i just take a step back and watch u move on in silence
a promise i keep
a promise that will nvr end
and i nvr regreted all we've come so far
wish i had bring warmth to u
but it seems i freezed u more then ever
wished i could cover u to sleep everynite
and hug u close to me, to tell u u're not alone
dont want u catching frostbites,
so i take the winter away from u
wished it was summer...
but i oversetimated all i could do..sigh
i was never a good friend to begin with
#i can go on forever but nvr display how i truly feel so i shall cut off my
crapping here...
crapping here...
going for an hour badminton later...rethink again when i get back...free the entire night...hehe
i know that i have loved you ... at 2/02/2007 07:26:00 PM
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