if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

AGONISED

I‘m clutching my fist tight…waiting to bang it on the wall or the table…

Wishing I could grab hold of something and throw it away as hard as I can…

If anyone could hear the heart in me breaking…

If you can see the veins in my head throbbing…

This indescribable anger, pain and agony…

I close my eyes the tears fall…

I strive so hard to persuade my mom, but you all fall back on me 1 by 1…

No ones to be blamed I guess…it was fate…was it?

“CHILL” if this word was so easy to be implied I would have felt better

“NEXT WEEK?” who knows if my mom would allow me anymore…I’ve got class!!!

IS IT THE END???

i know that i have loved you ... at 5/08/2007 10:42:00 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    I am who I am
    No way I'm slacking here
    Be it the world's pressures

    I am in love with my wonderful Saviour
    And so I can love cuz I was first loved
    You can't change me
    Jeremiah 29:11

    I'm growing up!

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

that'.last>note


the'.soothin'>music