if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Thursday, April 12, 2007

I'm not what u think I am

I need to take a deep breath in life and digest everything…

If I’m stupid and pathetic enough to take in everything I would die soon…well, in the end I found out I am still pathetic…

You’re still doing it though I confronted you, why? I don’t get it…

Things are complicated and we’re all busy…

I still haven’t wipe off the possibility I will faint again tonight though it will be another late night study group…

I need to ace my finals despite of all the mess in my head…so I can go on the trip I’ve planned for months…wish you would say yes…still keeping my fingers crossed…

Ignore or be ignored…why isn’t there reply and be replied?????

I wonder about everything, think about everything…but also still hoping everything will go well…

Tired, stupid, stressed…you name it, I got it

Don’t respect me for what I am, cuz this part of me is killing me; I’ll bear to much on my shoulders, and 1 day, I’ll cripple, fall and die…I’m taking too much…who would take mine?

It happened again…I’m in the end pathetic…

i know that i have loved you ... at 4/12/2007 02:49:00 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    I am who I am
    No way I'm slacking here
    Be it the world's pressures

    I am in love with my wonderful Saviour
    And so I can love cuz I was first loved
    You can't change me
    Jeremiah 29:11

    I'm growing up!

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

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